Sunday, July 28, 2002
WHY?
Life always haf it up and down...
ppl feel happy when things go the way they want, they avoid when they can't slove it...
what is this.....
that happens to me too but i just dunnoe why.....
avoiding can't help u to do anything thing but allow u to feel like a coward who can't do anything.....
go to every problems that God gives... it might be difficult but try ur very best....
nothing is impossible, u try ur best and see what God can do after u tried.... He will nvr fails to give all His best....
what i faced now......
actually i know ppl out there hate prefect as person or their name....
i am a prefect but i realise recently that i hate that job too... i dunnoe why i was given that job.....
to me i say don't avoid but i think i myself to, do things life avoiding too....
i try my best to avoid everything that have to do with the prefectorial borad...
i hate it, i feel so bad after i think of that....
i am sorry of wat i haf done...
i really hope i can turned back my time, to really love wat i am doing...
to love the borad, to love being a prefect....
is hard but i am trying my best to do everything that i hate most now...
not to love it immediately but try my best to love it and understand it....
i realise not jus to job that i haf been avoiding but to alot of other stuffs too.....
like frenz, study sumtimes even to God....
now when i realise, i really feel bad and guilty of it now when i think of that.....
Sorry ppl out there if i haf once avoid u when u needed me, i am sorry...
i sorry of avoiding my job that is given to me, i promise that i will do well when is given to me again.....
i am sorry to my studies, i wll try my best to score well for every exams.....
i am sorry to God if ever i had not be by ur side when i know u haf always be, i am sorry.... i am sorry that once i ever think of giving up on you, God i promise i won't do it again.....
Forgive of wat i had done, forget abt wat i haf done and don't follow what i haf ever done.....
is time to be quiet and reflect what we had done......
so jus shut up and continue for the week till the happiness and joy is back by my side....
Yesterday will not be called again.
don't ever think of wat u haf done jus forget abt it, think positive and let God take control over ur life....
May God Bless!!
enjoy the week ahead that God has given to us.....
5:32:00 PM