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Sunday, May 09, 2010


Can't believe life goes this way?!
Tell me about it!
I want to say something!
I love you!

8:26:00 PM

Monday, March 15, 2010


It was a long long time since I last posted something here, well, not that I don't want to, is just that I really don't have the luxury of time to do so.

Something to say before I go, I miss my blog. =]]

love you all for popping by still.
muacks

4:10:00 PM

Monday, November 16, 2009


In love with this!

I have been so ME recently.

I have found eye candy that makes my heart pumps fast
I have found the "unglam" me before the amazing camera
I have found myself smiling before the people of my love
I have found my strength in times of busy-ness
I have found the never give up spirit on what I love
I have found my ability to exercise
I have found a deeper calling and passion
I have found
I have found
I have found
I have found
I have found



me






once again. =]]

d.

2:46:00 PM

Thursday, October 22, 2009


UPDATE

I




I




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I



got




my










I-P-H-O-N-E!


*thanks sweet*

2:14:00 PM

Saturday, September 26, 2009


Replying tags

I appreciate all of you to visit my blog so often. I really felt loved by all of you. Thank for for even putting down your steps on my tagbox. I just want to share something to all of you. I am just wondering what's your motive of doing all these, but whatever that reasons are, I just want to say that nothing can affect me, because all these are just words. You can say all the vulgar that you pleased and still I will move on and smile everyday of my life.

Just respect yourself and all the people around you. Don't let your future just be ruin because you are not happy with whatever that's happening around. Keep on keeping on. =] I don't need you all to tell me what I should do or how I should react to my lives. I know when to love and when to just move on.

To my students:
Thank you for popping by and take a look. I appreciate all of you so much and loves you all deep. *muacks*

9:22:00 PM

Saturday, September 19, 2009


From here, I am moving on

This entry is only going to pin down what and how I feel all these while and from here, I promised myself; no more, MOVE ON. *readers, endure with me* (this is just one of those moments that I feel the worst of my life, I am sorry if this entry is going to make you feel anything worst/bad)



I know today is a special unique day. Last year, this day, I have had made a choice I wish I can live with for the rest of my life. Who knows, within a year, so many things can happen, but yet, I found out that one thing has yet to change, and that's my love for you that still beats ever strong.



Today, I put on that extraordinary watch on my hand. Opening a box of mine, I saw that lovely ring laid there, memories were overwhelming me that split moment, but yet I got to bite that bullet of pain, of tears and tell myself, is over, is okay. In that ring of mine, I saw an image of us, walking in a green pastures. I pick up and trying to put it on, it seems a little too big now. =[[ Thus, I hold it in my hand tightly and whisper, “I love you” before I put it back into my box.


Through the day, I walked past many places that remind me of you, even to that corner of my room. A moment I will never forget, the moment you held my hands, and tell me, “You are mine”. Tears flow out of me, when I see those images as images now. Nothing will ever be able to tell you how much I truly love.


Where and what have had happened, I wonder?



Honestly, if this is a love game that I am going to carry on playing, let the hurt be on me and me alone. I don't want to hurt anyone, I am not ready to shelter you with love anymore, to protect you and make sure you will not be harmed. I promised myself that unless and until I can be a do-er of my words, I will remain single.


*to that special one*
I am sorry that we have had to remain as friend, to be someone who may not even communicate, but nevertheless, I thank you for the friendship that was built, the love that was lavished on me. I felt so loved by you, but let me "love" you once, by not hurting you anymore and I don't want to be selfish towards you. Let take time to understand one another once again. So sorry for hurting you, for comparing you, for even to make you jealous from time to time, I am sorry.


*to that prince*

I guess you will never be able to comprehend why I am still like that, and honestly, am okay that you don’t know. I don’t want to say anymore, nor anything, except, “I love you for the rest of my life.” 190908 (1841) – 190909

I am running away.

Daphne


9:19:00 PM

Friday, September 18, 2009


Updates

It has been a long time since I last login to blogger and share what have had happened to me. I guess from the absence of my blog, there's only one word to sum it all.

BUSY
BUSY
BUSY
BUSY
BUSY

I am squeezing time to do what I really like, but apparently, it just seems impossible. I can't attend cell group, I can't attend children church, I can't go chill with my lovely. All I can do is, to stay in school, listening to lectures, working to complete what's supposed and home to rest whenever possible only. It has been a great time to stress though, cause this has been a period of myself where I get even closer to God, seeking Him more than anything in my life.

Just a few moments ago, God spoke to me about His blessings is abundant, is more than what I can think or imagine and that had become a reality of my life in my 22nd Birthday. I have so much blessings that I can't content and would love to give and share ith with people whom I love. God is really good.

Recently, God tested me once again.
I am once again in the junction deciding what I should do, what has to be done. I know God has prepared my heart but still He wants the best for me. =]]

Life's painful experiences are really teachers for your learning
To bring you to the realization that, discipline and integrity are the
order of the day
What a price you pay for every indiscretion
There is a price to pay for every careless mistake
Yes, the pain seems greater than you can bear

*jia you daphne*

EdHardy,Vouchers,Iphone,Birthday Card, great Fellowship = God is AMAZING

10:01:00 AM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009


The new beginning

I cried my whole life out yesterday, wondering what was I so "dumb" to go through such feelings that are UNNECESSARY. I have no idea but I guess my love for someone has hit over the moon and it had ran crossed my faith with God. I felt so broken that there's no turning back in life. I just wanna give up and give in to Satan. I JUST WANT to.

Yet the amazing thing is, despite what my mouth says and how my heart feels, I just don't have the willpower to do it. I mentioned all the negatives words, and my heart was so numbed to the extend I could feel the pain. I just want to give up and give in to that obstacle of my life. I blamed God, I criticized Him, I HATED Him. Honestly speaking, I can't imagine the ME on 18/8/09. I was LOST.

However, weak I maybe, He chose to remain strong and faithful. I was just playing some music as I grumbled to my best friend. I was crying when I was typing out to him, I was just trying to be naive and stubborn to show him how big my problem was, yet a good friend like him, chose to remain silent and hear me out. He encourages me with what I already know, but it was not those words that changes my heart, rather it was care and love, it was the sincerity of that friendship, it was that friend who walked through good times and bad with you. His actions were not the ones that exactly broke me and saved me, it was the music behind my tears.



The God I know is righteous and holy
The God I know is faithful and true
The God I know my tower of refuge
Hearts are healed Christ revealed
The God I know light of the city
The God I know strengthens the weak
The God I know your heartbeats lives within me
As you are, so are we



When this song plays, I cried like there's no tomorrow. I can't believe what I just said. I felt like Peter who denied God but I thank God that I have that same strength from the Holy Spirit to beg for forgiveness. God showed Himself once again, so righteous and holy, so faithful and true. He is indeed MY tower of refuge in times like these, my heart is healed; Christ is revealed/manifested. My God is the light of my city, He is the One who strengthens the weak like me, His heartbeats live in the life of mine, just as He is, so am I, the little Christ.

I can't believe how real God is. I can't believe I saw Him when I can't move on. I just can't believe. But God made ALL things possible, God made things to happen for the glory of His. He made it just for me.


I started it on 19/9/08 and since then I have a tough time moving on, but on 19/8/09, I am holding onto someone's else hands who can carry me on from here. =]]

I know many may think I am childish and stupid but I know whatever I am doing, I am doing it for my own benefit and I am happy with my actions. Good Job!

Love,
Daphne

PS : specially thanks to Buddy, Drew, BaoBei and SweetBaby =]]

7:06:00 PM

Friday, August 14, 2009


Thank you for sharing your life with me
Thank you for making this journey a little lighter
Thank you for being my ears to hear me
Thank you for everything

Today, I cry out to my Love, to my Valentine
I seek that Love
The Love that no ones knew
Now that I have it
What about you

I crossed my fingers
I pinned my heart
I cried my life
I found my joy

Today is just the day
The day of flowing water
Today is just the day
The day of endless mercy

I stood in awe
I cried in buckets
I kneel in humility
I love with ALL

11:01:00 PM

Wednesday, August 12, 2009


I miss you =]]

9:07:00 PM

Hugs & Kisses -OXOX-

May You enjoy my Blog

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